Nightmare of a fallen soul

Days will pass
Months will pass
Years will pass
One day I will be
On my deathbed
With wires and tubes
Going in and coming out
Then and today
There is only one difference
Right now it seems
I am physically well
Then
It will not be the same
Yet, condition of both
Of me’s will be same
I am and I will be
Filled with Regret
That one dream
Of being a king
That one dream
Of being a human being
That one dream
Of having a beloved by my side
And by my choice
That one dream of being happy
For once
That one dream
Of having a dream
And trying to realize it
It died long before
I started to decline
Or
I started to rise
In reality
That one dream
Died
Once and for all
And I became
Soul less creature
Who could think
But would never feel
Forever……