Somewhere In Between

Somewhere in between,

Filled with regret and angst,

I stand,

Thinking

The unending frustration

Of this aimless reality

Where I am

Unable to touch

The ends

The odds

The willingness

The curiosity

To move forward

To see through it

It is gone

Lost somewhere

Amidst expectations

And dreams

And will

And life overall

I feel

Tied and tired

And hopeless

Somewhere in between

I am struggling

To know the reason

And purpose

Of this life

Somewhere in between

I stand clueless

Angst ridden

Unwilling

And inhuman