I Think

Sometimes I just think
For the sake of thinking that I love thinking
What I think is practically unthinkable
Yet I keep thinking that what I have to think about everything.....
I keep thinking that, not always what I think is wrong
I understand that my thinking is best in favour of my own most lovable self
And I think that is the best I can have
But what I think most of the times other can't think
So whatever I think, I think I believe it
Still people think I am wrong when I think that I can think
Yet I think people are wrong to think that I cannot think
But that is what I want to think
That people can't think what I can think
That makes me think that it is the best thing
That I can think what they can't think
Therefore I think that I think a lot......
But every great thing started with a thought......
And if I can have a thought.....
I think I can materialize that thought....
I think I am much more pleased that I can think
Because others, they just speak.......
And I,
I Speak and I visualize and I think.......

"Calling"-Trailer

After "Love Derailed" - 360 Degrees Present...... "Calling"

Random

Why is it that there are times when I don't feel like doing anything.... I try to rearrange and all that gets messed up..... I plan and everything is destroyed...

Confused.... Stuck.... In between of an unknown labyrinth.... Running....trying hard....To find an escape way.... But can't.... Can't even solve the maze....

So just trying.... To solve it.... only to find another dead end.... I am tired.... so I just sit.... and see the maze grow...

Why can't I be everything I want to be....why am I stuck in the monotony of an ordinary human lifestyle.....

By the time I will be out of that bigger maze.... I will just be an old man.... filled with regret.... ready to die alone....

Why should I take birth... why should I grow, study, get a job, get a home, get a wife, have children, grow, get old, retire, weaken and ultimately die...

Why should I know what will happen to me.... why should I know what has happened to me??... why should I remember...... why should I forget??

Even if someday I find a way out.... this world will throw a bigger maze at my head....

I look inside my head..... only to find it is painted black to infinity.... No end is reachable.... I lie somewhere in between.... aimless....

Why is this life too short.... why can't I solve this labyrinth and the next one.... And all of them... And stay young... To be free...To live my life....

Love Derailed

Love Derailed, the first short film we ever made, amateurish, bad sound, but I love it....... :)

A Promise

I stand on one end of the sky
On the other, lies my home

I see a storm coming by
Willing to break my wings
To hold my flight

But I shall fly in its face
Never shall I let my wings break
If I ever lose my pace
I shall rest and wait

But never shall I lose my faith
I will return to my nest
I will be safe and sound
I will bring smiles and Grace
I will never leave tears behind

I will complete my journey home
I will sleep in peace
With my family in my place

To everyone back home
Who wish to see me shine
With my wings spread out bright

I will never let my wings break
I will shine amidst the infinite sky
I will fly against all the obstructions
I will complete my journey home

To everyone back home,
And first and foremost,
To myself,

I hereby make A Promise

If I had a year to live what would I do......

If I only had an year remaining my primary objectives would become.......
1.start doing what I alws wished......
2.stop following rules......
3.make at least one short film.....and write stories.........2 thrillers, 2 comedies, one love story, one horror, one for children, one fantasy, one science fiction.
4.go round the world.....have load...s of fun.........
5.do bungee jumping and adventure sports.........ride fastest bikes and drive fastest possible cars
6.Show pa and ma how much I love them
7.Tell THE Girl about my feelings for her......
8.To all those mean classmates and friends.....tell them, they can fuck off peacefully cuz I am leaving forever.....
9.Apologize to those who faced misbehavior without reason.......
10.Have a lot of fun........

Rest peacefully and think how it has been.......and leave quietly......as if I was never there...........I don't want tears behind me........only smiles.......that's what I like.......everyone around should be happy............laughing merrily..........''

My Perfect Date

Today social Interview asked me to Describe My perfect Date........
This was a similar question asked by some counsellor in class 9th or something........

here it goes........

Honestly speaking.....I wish it could be perfect if it satisfies the following points:

1.It should be among clouds in sky...(a without convertible or an open roofless aircraft, a hot air balloon may be......)
2.The Dais should be made up of gold...and decorated with tulips and roses and flowers(varied kind)......
3.The Lighting should be absolutely candle lit.........(candle lamps, circular, cylindrical, spherical or any kind throughout the dais.....
4.The Italian Orchestra will play some kind of medley
5.Dais Of gold should feature traditional Indian design...peacocks, pigeons, leaves and flowers...
6.The whole surroundings should feel like a grand courtyard of a palace surrounded with clouds and moon...
7.The art on the dining table and walls etc. should be similar to that of designs featured in roman temples....
8."The Lady" should be greeted by staff dressed in Absolute Black and White....
9.The place shall feature 1000 mirrors arranged as a circle in which that would reflect surroundings on the outer circumference and obviously me and my lady at the center of all the mirrors......
10.It will be Grand as a sultan's palace on air.............


Imagine that......but....with a few changes.......only one table chair, more designs and artworks and add a no. of mirrors......this should be open air....in sky...........