Friday, 20 August 2010

Random

Why is it that there are times when I don't feel like doing anything.... I try to rearrange and all that gets messed up..... I plan and everything is destroyed...

Confused.... Stuck.... In between of an unknown labyrinth.... Running....trying hard....To find an escape way.... But can't.... Can't even solve the maze....

So just trying.... To solve it.... only to find another dead end.... I am tired.... so I just sit.... and see the maze grow...

Why can't I be everything I want to be....why am I stuck in the monotony of an ordinary human lifestyle.....

By the time I will be out of that bigger maze.... I will just be an old man.... filled with regret.... ready to die alone....

Why should I take birth... why should I grow, study, get a job, get a home, get a wife, have children, grow, get old, retire, weaken and ultimately die...

Why should I know what will happen to me.... why should I know what has happened to me??... why should I remember...... why should I forget??

Even if someday I find a way out.... this world will throw a bigger maze at my head....

I look inside my head..... only to find it is painted black to infinity.... No end is reachable.... I lie somewhere in between.... aimless....

Why is this life too short.... why can't I solve this labyrinth and the next one.... And all of them... And stay young... To be free...To live my life....

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